BAD HABIT.... so bad... too bad...

It's true, I have so many bad habits... but you shold know I love you ...


"Bad habit" by destiny's child

how many times
are you gonna apologize about the same thing
and how many times can I take you back
when i'm not the one that's doin' wrong
(when i'm not the one that's doin' wrong, yeah..)
i thought maybe if i started prayin'
that we would get better, but
when i would pray the answer would always come back to me bein' done
but we are so hard headed when we're in love
so i..

i told myself that i would make some changes
but the more i change there's one thing that remains the same
i can't seem to shake ya..
you seem to really have a hold on me
and everytime that we break up
we turn around and make up
this can't go on now
i gotta move on now
it's not the fact that i don't love you no more
but i gotta break this bad habit
can't take his bad habit no more

i'm totally out of my element
learnin' new ways to live, while your in a comfort zone
not even thinkin', (you couldn't think about me) to call
and then when i get mad you buy me gifts
thinkin' it's gonna solve every issue
from the girl callin' my phone, to the pictures that i saw
and every time you would break up with me for nothing at all
i've takin' all i could take (i've takin' all i could take)
but the way i live has gotta change, oh..

i told myself that i would make some changes
but the more i change there's one thing that remains the same
i can't seem to shake ya..
you seem to really have a hold on me
and everytime that we break up
we turn around and make up
this can't go on now
i gotta move on now
it's not the fact that i don't love you no more
but i gotta break this bad habit
can't take his bad habit no more

let me break it down
have you ever loved somebody
so much that you was just to blind to see
past, all of the pain they was causin' you
ladies do you feel me (do you feel me)
have you ever loved somebody
so much that you went against the right things that you should do
then it's time to make a change
so i..

i told myself that i would make some changes
but the more i change there's one thing that remains the same
i can't seem to shake ya..
you seem to really have a hold on me
and everytime that we break up
we turn around and make up
this can't go on now
i gotta move on now
it's not the fact that i don't love you no more
but i gotta break this bad habit
can't take his bad habit no more.

To my lost one

This is a letter I’ve never send. It was for a friend I thought in need of a smile… I missed the chance to give him my smile… and now, I missed the chance to smile him forever…

Hi, Justin
I miss the change to talk with you once again… :#

I downloaded SKYPE, so you should have received my email to let me contact you when you are on line… my name is ELIDUIN… of course, my nick everywhere I go… better than “NAME: Justin, PASSWORD: Umh, I’m looking for something different… I got it! Justin!”… really different… :P

Talking about my missed chance… Syl told me that you go on saying you’re not enough important within the B Band… how I would like to be there and give you one of my best punches… (I’m good enough...). LISTEN TO ME, BUDDY: You can think you are nothing special for a million people around you, but you KNOW it’s not true, because you have two friends (you gave us this name… you said we’re not fans…) caring about you and loving you, because we think you are a very special guy, a very special musician.
Ok, we don’t know enough about your own music, we have listened to your piece only on Jason’s website… I tell you the true: the first time I heard it I though it was not easy at all… at the 30th time I listened to it… It was the same… I’m joking, guy! The piece is fine, not easy for my musical knowledge, but, for what it worsts, I like it.

Where could you find another woman so worried about your self-assurance until find some reasons to rise up your spirit? So, every time you could slide into self-commiseration, remember to give yourself a big punch… or a big hug, from me… I always choose the best…. And I chose you…


IF ONLY I COULD
I should be a clear sky if you were my sun.
I should ring like a little waterfall if you were my river.
I should smell like a lily if you were my springtime.
I should blow like a fresh and bitter breeze if you were my wind.
I should be the leave that first sees the daylight if you were my tree.
I should be a strong morning coffee if you were my breakfast.
I should laugh with a child’s free smile if you were my soul.
I should sing my warmest notes if you were my music.
I should be the goodnight kiss if you were my sheets.

If only I could have you I should be what really I am.

"You Raise Me Up"

This is beautiful song of Josh Groban. I've heard it today for the first time, and I fell in love with it in a while... too much love is showed and too much pain is hidden inside... and so much hope his voice can bring me with this song... I'm sure I'll be one of his fans...

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

There is no life - no life without its hunger,
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly;
But when you come and I am filled with wonder,
Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You can listen to this song on his website: http://www.joshgroban.com/index.html
And, if you like the artwork, see it and more on: http://www.shadowscapes.com/